Reconfirmation
Title: Reconfirmation (drabble)
Author: xoxo_nat_xx
Pairing: Eunhyuk/Donghae
Ratings: G
Summary: Yet, I know, that you are still a little satisfied, though you will never admit this, because of that heart-warming feeling that now shrouds you like a fitting jacket.
From Eunhyuk's POV
I see it in your face, almost immediately. The way you bite your inner cheek in apprehension, the way you suddenly prop yourself up on the bed beside me, then fall back down again. You repeat this motion several times over, and I grin inwardly, adopting a stoneless expression on my countenance. It's obvious to me that something is bothering you, but I refuse to make the first move, and I'm annoying like that. I turn to face you as you battle with your indecisiveness, and I see your face blazing with determination as you come to a conclusion.
You are weird at times, and you know it yourself. You think at random times of the day, and ask the weirdest questions (that do not make any sense at all to me) at bizarre hours, catching me offguard. It's fun trying to guess your question, and then form the answer before you really pose it.
"Hey." You start, and my half-closed eyes open instantly. Sometimes I try to open just one eye to stare at you lazily, but you will shake me until I become so dizzy, just to gain my complete attention. It's funny, but this is something I actually like about you. I let out a contented sigh and pull the blanket up a little higher. I tilt my head slightly on the pillow, and wait.
"What are we?" You ask, and you stare past me, as if something on the wall behind me has gotten your attention, keeping you pre-occupied or something. I roll the question around on my tongue, savouring your nervousness that is almost palpable in the air. It is easy for me to come up with the answer, because I already have it since a long time ago. It was, and still is on the tip of my tongue, when I decided that you were the one. But it's still funny to see your anxiety at times, or knowing that you feel that you don't match up to me.
"Hmm..." I turn once, so that now I'm staring at the ceiling, instead of you. Out of the corner of my eye, I see you take a peek at my expression, which I hurriedly arrange into an impassive, emotionless one. I adopt a wry smile and inject some sadness into my eyes; and that's all it takes to almost hear your heart break and shatter into a thousand pieces on the floor. I grin, unable to hide my ecstasy at teasing you. You are easy to trick at times, so easy that others may think you are naive. But it's fine to me, because it just means that you let your guard down with me, because you trust me, sincerely, and totally.
You spot the smile that is now stretching over my face, and your facial muscles relax. You grab a nearby pillow and start hitting me with it, ignoring my exaggerated yelps of pain. I let out a chuckle and pull you close, close enough for me to circle your waist with my arm, close enough to inhale your scent without being too obvious. The pillow now lies on the floor, forgotten, as you tentatively reach out to return the embrace. I raise a hand and squeeze your nose bridge, smiling slightly, and pulling back to observe your reaction.
"Still need confirmation?" I grin, and you stick your tongue out at me, a little angry that you have been fooled previously. Yet, I know, that you are still a little satisfied, though you will never admit this, because of that heart-warming feeling that now shrouds you like a fitting jacket.
It's enough for me to hold you close like this, and spend time just doing nothing, except imprinting this specific scene into my memories forever, and ever. It's enough for me to hold on to us, for the few months that you are going to leave Korea for other activities. It's enough for me to confirm that what we have is real, that you are real, and that you are mine.
It's enough for now, because I know you, and I trust you.
A/N: Eunhae drabble! Like finally >.< I'm so sorry for not posting lately! Although I have finished my exams, inspiration has not struck me lately, and I'm stuck at this endless circle toying with a particular idea that deals with angst. (But I slap myself because I really want to write happy stories instead of angst-filled ones.) I'm so sorry!
Anyway, I will be leaving for Sydney on the 8th of December, and will be there for 6 days. Hopefully, I will get some inspiration from the wonderful and breath-taking sceneries there, and write some good fics (which I haven't done at all T_T) and surprise myself as well. Woohoo. So yes, I will not be updating next week. Aww..I'm so sorry again! >.<
Hopefully, this drabble can last you for that one week....^^ hopefully.
Author: xoxo_nat_xx
Pairing: Eunhyuk/Donghae
Ratings: G
Summary: Yet, I know, that you are still a little satisfied, though you will never admit this, because of that heart-warming feeling that now shrouds you like a fitting jacket.
From Eunhyuk's POV
I see it in your face, almost immediately. The way you bite your inner cheek in apprehension, the way you suddenly prop yourself up on the bed beside me, then fall back down again. You repeat this motion several times over, and I grin inwardly, adopting a stoneless expression on my countenance. It's obvious to me that something is bothering you, but I refuse to make the first move, and I'm annoying like that. I turn to face you as you battle with your indecisiveness, and I see your face blazing with determination as you come to a conclusion.
You are weird at times, and you know it yourself. You think at random times of the day, and ask the weirdest questions (that do not make any sense at all to me) at bizarre hours, catching me offguard. It's fun trying to guess your question, and then form the answer before you really pose it.
"Hey." You start, and my half-closed eyes open instantly. Sometimes I try to open just one eye to stare at you lazily, but you will shake me until I become so dizzy, just to gain my complete attention. It's funny, but this is something I actually like about you. I let out a contented sigh and pull the blanket up a little higher. I tilt my head slightly on the pillow, and wait.
"What are we?" You ask, and you stare past me, as if something on the wall behind me has gotten your attention, keeping you pre-occupied or something. I roll the question around on my tongue, savouring your nervousness that is almost palpable in the air. It is easy for me to come up with the answer, because I already have it since a long time ago. It was, and still is on the tip of my tongue, when I decided that you were the one. But it's still funny to see your anxiety at times, or knowing that you feel that you don't match up to me.
"Hmm..." I turn once, so that now I'm staring at the ceiling, instead of you. Out of the corner of my eye, I see you take a peek at my expression, which I hurriedly arrange into an impassive, emotionless one. I adopt a wry smile and inject some sadness into my eyes; and that's all it takes to almost hear your heart break and shatter into a thousand pieces on the floor. I grin, unable to hide my ecstasy at teasing you. You are easy to trick at times, so easy that others may think you are naive. But it's fine to me, because it just means that you let your guard down with me, because you trust me, sincerely, and totally.
You spot the smile that is now stretching over my face, and your facial muscles relax. You grab a nearby pillow and start hitting me with it, ignoring my exaggerated yelps of pain. I let out a chuckle and pull you close, close enough for me to circle your waist with my arm, close enough to inhale your scent without being too obvious. The pillow now lies on the floor, forgotten, as you tentatively reach out to return the embrace. I raise a hand and squeeze your nose bridge, smiling slightly, and pulling back to observe your reaction.
"Still need confirmation?" I grin, and you stick your tongue out at me, a little angry that you have been fooled previously. Yet, I know, that you are still a little satisfied, though you will never admit this, because of that heart-warming feeling that now shrouds you like a fitting jacket.
It's enough for me to hold you close like this, and spend time just doing nothing, except imprinting this specific scene into my memories forever, and ever. It's enough for me to hold on to us, for the few months that you are going to leave Korea for other activities. It's enough for me to confirm that what we have is real, that you are real, and that you are mine.
It's enough for now, because I know you, and I trust you.
A/N: Eunhae drabble! Like finally >.< I'm so sorry for not posting lately! Although I have finished my exams, inspiration has not struck me lately, and I'm stuck at this endless circle toying with a particular idea that deals with angst. (But I slap myself because I really want to write happy stories instead of angst-filled ones.) I'm so sorry!
Anyway, I will be leaving for Sydney on the 8th of December, and will be there for 6 days. Hopefully, I will get some inspiration from the wonderful and breath-taking sceneries there, and write some good fics (which I haven't done at all T_T) and surprise myself as well. Woohoo. So yes, I will not be updating next week. Aww..I'm so sorry again! >.<
Hopefully, this drabble can last you for that one week....^^ hopefully.