Dear Nikki..
Masturbating to the sound of his voice,
Dear Nikki, how..
Have you,
I, I've been holding up.
It's been a good while,
Feels like forever..
Just not, no, long enough.
And..
My skin isn't the same,
Without the shapes of your fingers,
Dramatic pauses, these small bruises faded..
Like our smiles.
Here's touching on memory,
Dear Nikki, do..
You remember..
Where, when, which was it?
The last time we ooh,
Feels like forever..
Just not, no, long enough.
These..
Promises left unmade,
As we tired the game,
I'll get over, when I need you..
Like, you said, nothing stays.
We swore always,
Dear Nikki, goodbyes..
I know..
This, the truth is never far behind.
Aside the years that passed us,
Feels like forever..
Just not, well, wasn't long enough..
No, for you.