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i updated my layout, same style just changed the colors & the image. i really love that image for some reason. dreamy.
i feel dream heavy, my eyes feel heavy. i want to crawl into bed, write to darah, listen to azure ray. there was a bug on my screen and i went to push it off and ended up squishing it, which upset and disgusted me. it reminded me of when my sister was about 3 and we went out to dinner, and she just reached over and smooshed a fly, simple as that, on purpose. And I almost puked, and I wouldn't stop saying how disturbing it was,
yellow fly blood, how calm my sister was about it. she was only 3.
i probably would have cried over it, though, at 3. we are like the sun and the moon.
i'm not sure which is which.
we attempted to see mt st helens fuming yesterday but got there too late, and my camera remained pictureless. i climbed into the car wearing monkey pajamas, because on days off when i don't go downtown or such, i lounge around in pajamas and watch the dog puppies. i need to go out soon and stock up on sweet smelling soaps and get a belt.
i'm sitting here with my hand half asleep, wearing nothing but sparkley underwear and i feel half asleep. i dreamt last night i was riding my bike and people were trying to murder me. i dream that, often.
i feel dream heavy, my eyes feel heavy. i want to crawl into bed, write to darah, listen to azure ray. there was a bug on my screen and i went to push it off and ended up squishing it, which upset and disgusted me. it reminded me of when my sister was about 3 and we went out to dinner, and she just reached over and smooshed a fly, simple as that, on purpose. And I almost puked, and I wouldn't stop saying how disturbing it was,
yellow fly blood, how calm my sister was about it. she was only 3.
i probably would have cried over it, though, at 3. we are like the sun and the moon.
i'm not sure which is which.
we attempted to see mt st helens fuming yesterday but got there too late, and my camera remained pictureless. i climbed into the car wearing monkey pajamas, because on days off when i don't go downtown or such, i lounge around in pajamas and watch the dog puppies. i need to go out soon and stock up on sweet smelling soaps and get a belt.
i'm sitting here with my hand half asleep, wearing nothing but sparkley underwear and i feel half asleep. i dreamt last night i was riding my bike and people were trying to murder me. i dream that, often.