It's times like these.
Lately I haven't been feeling the best. In fact, that is an understatement. I've been feeling very alone, helpless, and depressed. Most of these feelings arise from the fact that I have absolutely no money and am completely in debt.
The thing is, I need money to see my boyfriend. I need money to do everything in my life. Today, my cell phone got shut off. It's just a very saddening situation that I wish could just be solved with the snap of my fingers, but I realize it cannot.
I realized that I need to start making weekly goals. Instead of piling everything on my shoulders at once, I need to learn how to organize my life better in order to relieve some stress. I just finished my taxes today, and tomorrow I'm going to apply to UW-Milwaukee to get that off my shoulders too. I also need to schedule an advising appointment and get my transcripts transferred. Next on the agenda? Get a job set up for summer & get a temporary job now. It doesn't really matter what it is, I just need money period.
My relief? Jeff. I cannot put into words what it means to me that he's always by my side supporting me and relaxing me when I feel stressed out. He calls me at night, and the immediate tone of his voice makes me feel better. He has a way of calming me and making me know for a fact that everything will be okay no matter what. Honestly? I don't want to go through anything in my life without him in it. I've found the one, and I couldn't be happier about it. If you're reading this, hon...thank you.
My personality has always just been on the stressed / high strung side, and I need to learn how to manage that better in order to maintain personal mental and physical health. School, my financial situation, and relationship issues are stressful, but in the end it will all be worth it & will work out perfectly.
<3.
The thing is, I need money to see my boyfriend. I need money to do everything in my life. Today, my cell phone got shut off. It's just a very saddening situation that I wish could just be solved with the snap of my fingers, but I realize it cannot.
I realized that I need to start making weekly goals. Instead of piling everything on my shoulders at once, I need to learn how to organize my life better in order to relieve some stress. I just finished my taxes today, and tomorrow I'm going to apply to UW-Milwaukee to get that off my shoulders too. I also need to schedule an advising appointment and get my transcripts transferred. Next on the agenda? Get a job set up for summer & get a temporary job now. It doesn't really matter what it is, I just need money period.
My relief? Jeff. I cannot put into words what it means to me that he's always by my side supporting me and relaxing me when I feel stressed out. He calls me at night, and the immediate tone of his voice makes me feel better. He has a way of calming me and making me know for a fact that everything will be okay no matter what. Honestly? I don't want to go through anything in my life without him in it. I've found the one, and I couldn't be happier about it. If you're reading this, hon...thank you.
My personality has always just been on the stressed / high strung side, and I need to learn how to manage that better in order to maintain personal mental and physical health. School, my financial situation, and relationship issues are stressful, but in the end it will all be worth it & will work out perfectly.
<3.