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thank goodness i talked to jenny. i feel better now.
i mean, i generally still feel shitty and unhappy, but not actively. i cant wait to see her. three weeks, three weeks, three weeks!
okay, so my brain is fried and choir was bad for the first time in a long time and i am kind of tired of school just in general. aps suck ass, i dont want to do homework, im tired of feeling stupid. i just want to go to college and not compare myself to people anymore. and i want these goddamn aps to be over over over over over.
i just want to go to houston and see daniel and forget all my troubles.
i just want to talk to all my pilgrimage friends on the phone and call all the people i love and hang out with all my friends in seattle every day and night and not stress about work and school because i just dont care anymore. ARG.
im going to go to bed.
i wish i had a box of mallomars.
i mean, i generally still feel shitty and unhappy, but not actively. i cant wait to see her. three weeks, three weeks, three weeks!
okay, so my brain is fried and choir was bad for the first time in a long time and i am kind of tired of school just in general. aps suck ass, i dont want to do homework, im tired of feeling stupid. i just want to go to college and not compare myself to people anymore. and i want these goddamn aps to be over over over over over.
i just want to go to houston and see daniel and forget all my troubles.
i just want to talk to all my pilgrimage friends on the phone and call all the people i love and hang out with all my friends in seattle every day and night and not stress about work and school because i just dont care anymore. ARG.
im going to go to bed.
i wish i had a box of mallomars.