take a breathe

[tangled_4]

breathe in, breathe out.
just take another breathe,
you'll need to time to think.
breathe.
make everything alright,
even though things will
never be okay.
breathe.
cut your tongue and leave
your lungs raw.
leaving scars so horrendous
you are almost glad they
aren't visible from the outside.
breathe.
let everything leave you,
and just remain a skeleton,
we are all zombies anyhow.
breathe.
bring yourself back,
reawaken and walk on.

the days seem longer.
the days become longer the more
depressed you are.

I got the job at Areopostale.
Pretty exciting.
My mom has uterine fibroids.
Not so exciting.

Going to see Tool June 7th.
Gotta go look for a dress.
Have to start staying in school
(kinda late for that one).
Must lose weight.

Right now I'd like to bleed.
I want to hurt. I'm worthless.