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Ok before I start talking about this I need to say something in case you should have any question as to the level of my sobriety. I don't do drugs. Now I do drink quite a bit of coffee, I will smoke about 3-5 cigarettes in a day, and once in a rare while will I have a drink with some friends after work. Other than that, I'm not much involved with the world of psychotropics. Don't get me wrong, I have no problem with any of it. In fact I think that if you can take a drug and it makes your life better, than more power to you. I can't. I tried. I don't like it.
Anyway, when I was a child I used to hallucinate when I was very ill or very tired. It's died down over the years, but occasionally I'll go through a phase where it comes back. Mostly though, it's because of sleep deprivation combined with high stress. No surprise.
Lately it's been pretty bad.
About 15 minutes ago I just had probably the most vivid hallucination since I was a child. You see this picture? That's right it's me! It's currently my Myspace default pic, which is where I was. So I'm reading messages from work and I return to my home page to send another to my boss when I notice that my default pic has changed to another pic. It's almost the same, except im frowning and looking away. I'm also not holding the lamp.
as I look at it and try to remember when I took that picture, My face begins to turn and look at ME! THEN THE DEMONIC PHOTO VERSION OF ME SMILES AND HOLDS THE LAMP. DEMON ANNIE CONTINUES TO SHIFT AND "BREATH" FOR ALMOST AN ENTIRE MINUTE!
And then it's a picture on my computer again and I feel a little more crazy than I did earlier today. The End.
Anyway, when I was a child I used to hallucinate when I was very ill or very tired. It's died down over the years, but occasionally I'll go through a phase where it comes back. Mostly though, it's because of sleep deprivation combined with high stress. No surprise.
Lately it's been pretty bad.
About 15 minutes ago I just had probably the most vivid hallucination since I was a child. You see this picture? That's right it's me! It's currently my Myspace default pic, which is where I was. So I'm reading messages from work and I return to my home page to send another to my boss when I notice that my default pic has changed to another pic. It's almost the same, except im frowning and looking away. I'm also not holding the lamp.
as I look at it and try to remember when I took that picture, My face begins to turn and look at ME! THEN THE DEMONIC PHOTO VERSION OF ME SMILES AND HOLDS THE LAMP. DEMON ANNIE CONTINUES TO SHIFT AND "BREATH" FOR ALMOST AN ENTIRE MINUTE!
And then it's a picture on my computer again and I feel a little more crazy than I did earlier today. The End.