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For a while now, I've needed an outlet besides Facebook. I have feelings that I want to express, but it seems easier to tell them to complete strangers on here as opposed to every single person I know in my daily life through Facebook.
I feel like I've lost the most important relationship to me. I'm suffering from depression and a slight anxiety disorder and I've drifted away from my relationship with Jesus and I don't know how to get back. Well, I do know how to I'm just struggling with it because of feelings of guilt and I feel farther from him than ever. The past three months have been a slow downhill and the past week or so had been a much quicker decent.
I'm tired of not being myself anymore and just long to be back to my old self from a few months ago and be happy with my relationship with god, enjoy my hobbies again and take the stress off of my relationship with the greatest guy ever. I feel like I'm taking him down and pulling him through this roller coaster with me.
Sorry for the seriousness of this post, but need an outlet free from judgement from people in my daily life. Feel free to comment with suggestions. But I'm not realistically expecting anyone to actually read this anyways.
I feel like I've lost the most important relationship to me. I'm suffering from depression and a slight anxiety disorder and I've drifted away from my relationship with Jesus and I don't know how to get back. Well, I do know how to I'm just struggling with it because of feelings of guilt and I feel farther from him than ever. The past three months have been a slow downhill and the past week or so had been a much quicker decent.
I'm tired of not being myself anymore and just long to be back to my old self from a few months ago and be happy with my relationship with god, enjoy my hobbies again and take the stress off of my relationship with the greatest guy ever. I feel like I'm taking him down and pulling him through this roller coaster with me.
Sorry for the seriousness of this post, but need an outlet free from judgement from people in my daily life. Feel free to comment with suggestions. But I'm not realistically expecting anyone to actually read this anyways.