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it really sucked going back to work. everyone acts like i shouldn't still be bummed out since it was a week ago. it sucks so bad cuz the image of someone dying isn't something that just goes away after a week. It kept replaying over and over in my head. All I wanna do is sleep lately. One minute I am depressed and then I get pissed off cuz this just isn't fair. I am going to start helping my mother in law to paint the house. She won't be able to stay there if the house is the same. They already moved her bedroom to a different room. There are so many thoughts running through my head constantly and it just sucks. Our kids won't even know their grandpa, how the hell is that fair. He was the greatest man I ever knew.
The fall festival is this week. Its the 2nd largest street festival in the US (mardi gras is number 1). I always go, I have to work 12 hour shifts this week and I really don't even want to go either that's how bummed I am. I hate all this and I don't really know what to do about it
The fall festival is this week. Its the 2nd largest street festival in the US (mardi gras is number 1). I always go, I have to work 12 hour shifts this week and I really don't even want to go either that's how bummed I am. I hate all this and I don't really know what to do about it