Gah! I'm so happy.
Today I woke up with only 3-4 hours of sleep under my belt and am ending on a [fruitful] note.
It's wonderful to see that at the end of my Senior year, my final year of high school that everything is coming together.
I've reached the ability of having control and that makes me so very happy.
I'm applying to Dartington College of Arts in Devon England, going to job interviews, getting my lisence.
And in the end I've not only ventured to make my mother proud but myself and I feel so accomplished, even tho I should have done all these earlier. I guess I just wanted to cherish those last couple years of childhood because I wasn't able to fully appreciate it when I was younger and the fact that I had to grow-up so quickly.
I'm not sure if I'm ready to face the real world, I know that there will be hundreds of bumps and turns but in the end it'll become everything I hoped for.
Today I also reconnected with a few very close and special friends that I've always cherished.
Even tho we're not on the brink of totally improving the outcome of what once was, I know they're always there, and visa versa.
Jess and Renae you're my very best friends. And I hope you always know that, you're the reason I strive to be what I am because you showed me the way these last years and I truely am thankful for it. I love you both with everything that I am.
Also I'm trying to be a better person, not that I'm not but cultured, connected etc.
In the end, I only need myself to make a difference.
It's wonderful to see that at the end of my Senior year, my final year of high school that everything is coming together.
I've reached the ability of having control and that makes me so very happy.
I'm applying to Dartington College of Arts in Devon England, going to job interviews, getting my lisence.
And in the end I've not only ventured to make my mother proud but myself and I feel so accomplished, even tho I should have done all these earlier. I guess I just wanted to cherish those last couple years of childhood because I wasn't able to fully appreciate it when I was younger and the fact that I had to grow-up so quickly.
I'm not sure if I'm ready to face the real world, I know that there will be hundreds of bumps and turns but in the end it'll become everything I hoped for.
Today I also reconnected with a few very close and special friends that I've always cherished.
Even tho we're not on the brink of totally improving the outcome of what once was, I know they're always there, and visa versa.
Jess and Renae you're my very best friends. And I hope you always know that, you're the reason I strive to be what I am because you showed me the way these last years and I truely am thankful for it. I love you both with everything that I am.
Also I'm trying to be a better person, not that I'm not but cultured, connected etc.
In the end, I only need myself to make a difference.