Oct 19, 2003 23:32
thewholefivefeet: you wanna hear the worst thing ever
santalovesyou13: yes
thewholefivefeet: thanksgiving is at my house this year
thewholefivefeet: oh man youar egonna love this
thewholefivefeet: relative i havent seen in like 10 years are coming to my house
thewholefivefeet: we are having 47 people
thewholefivefeet: i did not know we had 47 people in my fricken family
santalovesyou13: HOLY CRAP.
thewholefivefeet: i was flipping out at dinner tonight... i was like mom... what possessed you to do this
santalovesyou13: THAT IS SO MANY PEOPLE.
santalovesyou13: hahahahahaha
thewholefivefeet: because my mom hates my dads family
santalovesyou13: your mom is nuts.
thewholefivefeet: i know
thewholefivefeet: its gonna be in sane
The suicide rate is the highest during the holidays because of all the people who don't have families. So I guess I should be grateful that I have mine. But I want a big family. I want 47 people. This year for Thanksgiving I'm doing...nothing. We used to have really big Thanksgivings. And then we didn't. Because no one wanted to come. Because my family sucks. And then for the past two years we had it with Judy and her family. And I wasn't planning on admitting it, but I liked Thanksgiving. I love holidays. But this year we're not. And I can feel my bad mood setting in. While everyone else is out having huge turkeys I will be at the movies with my family. I get super compulsive over holidays. I like to have everything be the same every year. I can't deal with it when it's not. I loved getting dressed up for Thanksgiving these past two years. It just brought back really good memories. But this year it will be a tiny turkey for 3 (since I don't eat it), cranberry sauce, and some yams. Then the movies. Probably a huge fight too. Oh well whatever. I love family. I am marrying someone with a HUGE close family, and having 3-5 kids. The end.