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boots, purple silk scarf & sequinned mask; was brittle, black-humoured, (note: christian-school boys seem to be spotty asexual creatures) before sedating, arrested by sensation - strange contrast. lovely mild night, darkening temperate eve, a clouded pressing blue, prussian, sitting on the cold saffron earth, rust, discussing, soft clicks of shutters, half-constructed houses
remedies, panaceas:
astrophysics, bach's harpsichord, "oh, if only i had thought to bring my mongoose costume!",dreamy, insubstantial mix cds to undress to in solitude, usurped by a tumultuous unconscious, strawberry&raspberry tea - can you put milk in it? is there such a thing as lotus tea?, sex like mandrakes, performing & thus becoming salomé, enid blyton's book of fairies, the silent film "phantom of the opera" while listening to mùm, electrical radiometers, kimonos, fragrant baths in pitchblack, sleeping in featherboas
& i am always in need of comfort lately, which only subhuman texts & textures can present, multichambered literature & cerebrums - always scavenging, scourging for depth, a sordid burrow of work, a hollow copse of copulation and myxamatosis, precarious to stand upon voids, mounds.