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I'm going to be home on Wednesday. . .seems like forever since I've been back and spent quality time with old friends. I wonder how things will turn out with various people. . .my parents, etc. I guess we will just have to see. I feel like I am stuck at a significant crossroads in my life without any specific direction to move towards. This in-between feeling really doesn't suit me. I don't know, maybe it's just the time of year. Too cold and gray to be optimistic about certain things. Certain things. What a vague expression. How much meaning two words, "certain things" can hold with the air of nonchalance. Nonchalance, what a joke. An excuse for hurtful actions you choose to ignore. Late nights ramblings, what else can be said? I really can't wait to get home and see my best friend. I love that girl.