just don't know how much time I got to spend here
Time is flying by, and dragging your heels only scuffs your shoes instead of slowing the clock. Months turning to weeks, closer to the time when we'll all be saying goodbye. Seems like we just barely got out our hellos. Last weekend was filled with old faces, drinks and ghosts of memories. I never thought that one song could ever hold more meaning, or be more relevant. That ancient tune brings tears to her eyes and mine as familiar lyrics roll off our tongues. My heart broke just a little right then, and I swear she heard it cracking. I want us to be something that we'll probably never be. . .I only wish that this could be. . .I swear I'd treat you like a queen.
I feel the air getting stagnant, and I'm getting restless. Feels like this episode should end, my shoulders are getting colder the longer I stay. I'm distracted by this ambient night, searching for somewhere stars fill up the night and the dawn bursts over the horizon uninterrupted. I am thirsting for the unfamiliar, the strange and beautiful unknown. Live for the moment, then I'm gone. I'll make it through with spontaneity, but making them understand? That will be another chapter.
I wish I could take my two with me. Maybe just one. I know we could travel for hours and not have to say a damn thing. And I love her for that. We are two pages of the same book, or maybe two lines on the same page. That last car trip is going to be so bittersweet. Somehow, I know it won't be the end. . . just the end of the beginning.
On a lighter note, this weekend is going to be amazing. The 420 house party on Thursday, BendIt/Jordin's show on Friday, and then the festivities Saturday and Sunday. Thank god I don't have to work until 1:00 p.m. on Monday! Hallelujah for my fluff job and her work suspension! Haha, good things come in strange packages :D We are going over to Jordin's to check out the amazing fake tan we gave her, and then going for Greek, followed by blues reservations. 10 more minutes of work. . .
I feel the air getting stagnant, and I'm getting restless. Feels like this episode should end, my shoulders are getting colder the longer I stay. I'm distracted by this ambient night, searching for somewhere stars fill up the night and the dawn bursts over the horizon uninterrupted. I am thirsting for the unfamiliar, the strange and beautiful unknown. Live for the moment, then I'm gone. I'll make it through with spontaneity, but making them understand? That will be another chapter.
I wish I could take my two with me. Maybe just one. I know we could travel for hours and not have to say a damn thing. And I love her for that. We are two pages of the same book, or maybe two lines on the same page. That last car trip is going to be so bittersweet. Somehow, I know it won't be the end. . . just the end of the beginning.
On a lighter note, this weekend is going to be amazing. The 420 house party on Thursday, BendIt/Jordin's show on Friday, and then the festivities Saturday and Sunday. Thank god I don't have to work until 1:00 p.m. on Monday! Hallelujah for my fluff job and her work suspension! Haha, good things come in strange packages :D We are going over to Jordin's to check out the amazing fake tan we gave her, and then going for Greek, followed by blues reservations. 10 more minutes of work. . .