It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all
I love you....I have loved you forever. Even before I knew you I loved you. Why? Why do you have to make me feel worthless? Why do people try and break us apart? I had/have feelings for some one else...i'm sorry. I can't go on with this...I can't leave you, I love you to much. Why won't it go away...do you know how much easier it would be if it all just went away. 4 years is a long time...maybe to long...is it highschool to want to stay? that's what he said right? I don't want to be highschool anymore...I want to get out and forget it all...it has brought to much pain..why do I cry when you walk away? Why do I feel like I might not ever see you again...i'm scared for these feelings and I can't make them go away...you make me so happy, yet so unhappy. Why can't you just love me the way I love you?