left behind.
the thought of my batchmate-friends (and some older batch-friends) graduating just makes me feel, i don't know... weird? anxious?
this is the downside of being in a 5-year course and not really genuinely enjoying the company of her own blockmates. i'm suddenly feeling delayed. and all these assumptions by people that i'm a graduating student because i've started to work on my thesis already isn't really helping.
hmmf. if any consolation, at least i think i'm starting my vacation as early as a typical graduating student: thursday next week. [hahaha i just had to put that. for more.]
but then there's summer practicum. immediately after holy week. geez.
this is the downside of being in a 5-year course and not really genuinely enjoying the company of her own blockmates. i'm suddenly feeling delayed. and all these assumptions by people that i'm a graduating student because i've started to work on my thesis already isn't really helping.
hmmf. if any consolation, at least i think i'm starting my vacation as early as a typical graduating student: thursday next week. [hahaha i just had to put that. for more.]
but then there's summer practicum. immediately after holy week. geez.