Dec 06, 2011 10:02
As soon as I settle on a plan, an idea, something blocks my way. I need to save money. I want to move to the coast for a few months....or something. I need a change, but I don't want to leave Whitefish. So, my plan is set. However, for this to happen, I need money to do it. To get money, I need a job. I have a job, an amazing job. But, mother nature had other plans. They cannot open the mountain without snow. My job does not start until the mountain opens....thus, my cash flow is non-existent. I am ready for a new job. I love my job. I only wish it was for more than 6 months out of the year. When it all adds up, I am basically unemployed for half of my life...and I'm not doing anything with that half. Okay...on to the next question.
7. Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?
I am of the firm believe that you must do what makes you happy. You always have a choice. Sometimes you may not survive on the choice, but it is yours to make. Make yourself happy. With that said, I believe I have gotten myself into a rut. I know it was my doing. Right now I see all I believe in before my eyes. I'm just not doing that stuff. However, I don't believe I'm settling either. I think my beliefs have changed recently or rather solidified. So, I am doing what I believed in...at one point. I just feel I'm not completely true to my current self. But, as I said above, plans are formulating. I just need other factors to kick in before I can push forward.
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