Just Thinking.

[tangerine08]

I have had a yearning to write, to get it all out. Maybe that means something...

I'm six years old,
and I cant seem to get back on my feet.
I've been spinning round and round
and somehow, knocked the wind out of me.

It hit me fast,
I didn't want that moment to last..
any longer than it had to.
I was terrified,
but you'd never know
because I didn't cry.
No, I'll never cry.

I'm 12 years old,
I'm lost.
Alone in my little world.
Surrounded by faces,
that have no names,
and couldn't care less about who I am.

(Chorus)It hit me fast,
I didn't want that moment to last..
any longer than it had to.
I was terrified,
but you would never know
because I didn't cry.
No, I'll never cry.

I'm Sixteen. 
And I'm caught somewhere between a woman
and a girl.
It makes me laugh,
because I'm trapped.
And he's stupid because he doesn't even know.

(Chorus)It hit me fast,
I didn't want that moment to last..
any longer than it had to.
I was terrified,
but you would never know
because I didn't cry.
No, I'll never cry.

I'm twenty and it hits me.
I've wished away my life before me.
It passed before my eyes and I didn't realize...No, I didn't realize.

It hit me fast,
I should've wanted it all to last.
To really breathe it all in.
I was terrified,
and that moment i realized,
I should have let you in.
I should have let you in.

I never let you in.

But, I should have let you...