expect nothing
and you will gain everything.
.. uh, right?
in five days, i will have been alive nineteen years. the prospect doesn’t bore me, i’m not jaded or indifferent to birthdays. in fact, i’m rather excited, but i’m a little afraid to even get excited about it, because things rarely turn out the way we want them to. but nineteen is my favorite number ( along with four ), so i’ve decided that this is going to be a good age for me, and hopefully it will be.