Oct 11, 2007 12:23
I felt so bad this morning - someone I knew from elementary school recognized me and said something to me but since I had my headphones on I pretended not to hear. But I didn't do it out of cruelty; I did it because I was scared. He didn't know about me in elementary school and I was not about to show it to him now. [you can kind of tell on me.] And I also can't communicate with him; I have a lot of trouble communicating with straight guys. It's like I don't speak their language or something and I can't fake it. Regardless of my reason I hope he thinks it's because I couldn't hear anything outside those headphones.
Nobody can do lunch with me today and that makes me depressed :(