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okay. short updates
1.)I hung out with brandon for the 3rd or 4th time yesterday. he was the 31 year old I told you I really liked but was anxious about the huge age difference. I ended up holding his hand and kissing him that night. I tried discussing the 'what does it mean if we do that' perspective and he gave good answers, such as "I want to explore this with you and I definetely want to get to know you better." I liked that, though I know anyone can just say that.
but Right after I got home I wrote him and told him I liked it, but we should definetely slow down. he didn't seem to have a problem with that.
2.)calculus is getting hard.
3.)Jenna hasn't written me back about hanging out or really written at all. I really forgave her to be treated like this?
4.)what will I do about the other guys I have talked to? how will I decide if I want to take brandon seriously?
5.)there are a couple of those guys in #4 who really annoy me and can't take a hint. what do I do about those? lol I'm not good at letting people down.
6.)I've been thinking a lot about alan from high school.
7.)last but not least:
1.)I hung out with brandon for the 3rd or 4th time yesterday. he was the 31 year old I told you I really liked but was anxious about the huge age difference. I ended up holding his hand and kissing him that night. I tried discussing the 'what does it mean if we do that' perspective and he gave good answers, such as "I want to explore this with you and I definetely want to get to know you better." I liked that, though I know anyone can just say that.
but Right after I got home I wrote him and told him I liked it, but we should definetely slow down. he didn't seem to have a problem with that.
2.)calculus is getting hard.
3.)Jenna hasn't written me back about hanging out or really written at all. I really forgave her to be treated like this?
4.)what will I do about the other guys I have talked to? how will I decide if I want to take brandon seriously?
5.)there are a couple of those guys in #4 who really annoy me and can't take a hint. what do I do about those? lol I'm not good at letting people down.
6.)I've been thinking a lot about alan from high school.
7.)last but not least: