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[tangelloorange]

i forgot to mention that the 14th turned out really good
way better then i expected
i still think its a dumb day
but i think that i need to make an effort to be happy about the good things that happen
cause i genuinely am happy about them, sometimes i just forget to show it as much as i show the disappointments

and lets face it
no one likes to be around people like that
we all do it sometimes
but i need to do it less

and im thinking about emmanuel