Mar 15, 2005 10:40
Well i really dont want to update right now because lj seems boaring AT the moment. But something in the fact that i know myself tells me i'll be successful in writting enough for the average person to get boared of reading.
Lets start off with plans,
Today my plans are :
*Going to dinner
*making the salad for dinner.-i know such a great part in the whole shabang.
*and im pretty sure i have to walk the dog. such a ....yea im to tired to be a smartass about how uneventful my day is going to be.
they made a remix of "im real" by jennifer lopez (there have your fucking last name its to fucking long!)
ITs good. makes me wanna dance. it was creepy when angelo sent it to chris, i was like wtf j.lo?!?!?!
anyways i cant stop playing it.
I spent two days at my uncle and barbs place. there so cute. I had a bath in their massive bathtub with candles lit all around me and the lights off. oo it was ...great. it was a bubble bath, i usually dont take baths because i feel dirty after words which was the same case here so i got up and WALKED to there shower. haha.
I like the drives there and back because i get to look out at the window and listen to the music
i feel so free out there where theres barley any traffic and theres no houses just sky and road. and of course farm land coverd with snow. If i had ruff that opened i would climb out and just spread my arms and pretend there was nothing to pretend not to think about. There was this huge area of just ...land and i told my mom i would love just to get out and run to the middle and lay down and stare at the sky.
i guess i have a need to be free. free of myself. just free of all the shit. i think everyone does..we should all be free together.
when i get my car i swear im just going to drive. im going to drive and get lost and ..its going to be great.
That huge patch of land was actually -now that i think of it. a great place to have like a HUGE party. get like big ass speakers and hook them up .....i dunno where they could be battery run hahah yeeeeeeea
and everyone can just get drunk and party it up in the middle of this big patch of land next to the 401 in like a small town before you get to barrie. that would be the shit.
I wanna start living the highschool life up. I wish that people i actually like had partys. Yea see this whole party craving thing will pass. its seriously just the song!
now i can breath again.. baby i can breath again.
this song is the shit i AM THE SHIT haha.
they say im only sexy in a way my lover can see. how sad. im sad ..but i am still THE SHIT.
I wanna get drunk with the girls. ..ok fuck drunk..buzzed. lets just stay away from hammerd ..hammerd is bad.very very bad. keep me away from the toilet haha. bad bad times =)