Hmm....

[tangalor]

I've realized that it's hard to reach out to someone without feeling a sense of foreboding.... I used to be such a human... now I feel, sometimes, that I'm less than... or mayhaps more than, depending on the way ya look at it.... Well... I've tried some things that don't work.... and tried others that work too well... now I'll just not try at all.... I'll revert back to my numb days, where I'd rather see a leper fall apart on a bicycle with square wheels, rather than see another humanbeing try to transgress my state of mind.... "trust is something that comes naturally... when you've never been a victim.." --Face to Face.

Fuck all, die die die... or live, if that is what you prefer. it's nastier, and much harder and more dynamic, but... it's better, nonetheless. --Me.