Jan 31, 2005 13:51
Okay I am going to try to write this without crying.
My aunt Nancy sent me this email today, in response to mine on that story about that infant with the heart transplant. TOTALLY triggered the tears. I've been crying since lunch at about 12pm.... and it is 1:45pm.
I called my pastor at the church and asked him if he could help me, or if he knew of anybody that could. He told me that his wife was a good person to talk to about this, and that she was a grief counselor in the church. Also that his son's family had just recently moved back in with them, and that he daughter-in-law was a family counselor... that she would also be a good person to talk to. He gave me his phone number to call them later on tonight when i get out of class.
Dr. Elmore (the pastor) gave me this scripture out of Ephesians about forgiveness, it was a good one, but I don't remember what one it was (I didn't have anything to write it down, I was on my cell in the girl's bathroom).
So I'm going to get some help with my grief, and jealousy that I am dealing with (my mom's death).
Thanks for all of your prayers. Please continue to pray for me, b/c it's VERY tough!
Fontaine