Jan 04, 2005 12:00
I just don't understand anymore. I thought everything was AWESOME between John and I, but I guess they are not. He doesn't talk to me. I call him and tell him to call me back, he sends me an email saying he can't b/c the office is busy (that could be the case, but it's not my point).
Last night he said that he'd call me after 9 pm (when his cell minutes are free) but I went to bed at about 10:30-:45ish last night and NO PHONE CALL!!!!
I just sent him an email saying....
"WE NEED TO TALK!!!!! -TONIGHT!!!!-"
Also telling him that I thought I could understand some of him, but now when I try I just get lost, and even more confused.
I just ordered a shirt and pair of shoes for the wedding that he asked me too (on the 15th) I think I should cancel my order I don't know, what do you all think?
I really really like him. I am beginning to wonder if he is doing this b/c of my future plans (with my education or the jobs I keep applying for in Framingham, MA). And because I'll be moving back in with my dad at the end of the month (speaking of which I need to start packing) he could be acting like this? I just don't know- and that's the problem is just that- I DON'T KNOW. Because He WILL NOT TALK TO ME!!!!!
Argh!!!!!