... It's New Year's Eve...

Dec 31, 2004 18:56

And I'm at home ALL ALL ALL night!!!!! U ask me, "So where's your boy friend and why aren't you spending it with him?" Jeez... I'd like to know that answer myself. He's in Columbus at his cousins for the night partying like there's no tomorrow I guess. When I called him on my lunch break to ask him what was going on for the night he was like, "I'm going up to my cousin's for a party."
My reply... "And I guess I'm not going?"
His reply... "Well, I didn't think you wanted to go?..."
My reply... "Well, YOU didn't ask me if I wanted to or not. You assumed."
His reply... "I'm sorry Fontaine"

NO FREAKING INVITE!!!! Yeah I would have gone, but I'd only have maybe a drink (a glass of wine). I told him that I'll just stay here and hang out with my friends... which is none, b/c they are all at home for the holiday.

So I ask him if we are still on for ice skating tomorrow night...

HA HA HA.... tear tear tear... :o(

He's going out with his buddy from work to watch some football.

NOT spending ANY of this HOLIDAY WEEKEND with me. NONE OF IT!!!!!

I have been really seriously honestly truly very MAD at him ALL WEEK LONG!!! And you know he knows that I'm mad, and he still dosn't do anything about it!!!!

I am going to write him a letter, then drop it off at his house either tonight or tomorrow night. I'll but using quotes from his past email's telling me that he wants to get to know me. He said this, and a lot more, "I want you, all of you.  I know that sounds serious and all of that but that's all I want.  Not just you in a physical sense but also emotional and everything else.  I want you to be happy.  I want to make you smile and laugh. I think you are always cute of course but you are the cutest when I see that smile of yours.  I want to know what you are thinking and to try and be a part of that.  I want to help you figure things out, help you to get what you need. And then on the reverse side I want you to be all of these things for me. In a way I want us to share in each others experiences."
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