Oct 31, 2004 00:02
I think I did a good thing by doing a personal's ad. I need to get on with my life and NOT think about Josh. I need to get myself back into the dating relm.
I've gotten a lot of comlaments in the past few days (by older men and women) by how "beautiful" I am. So I'm thinking to myself.... "then why am I still single" But I really hope this puts me back into the dating atmosphere.
You know in the beginning of last year I was dating like 5-6 men at one time. Get this... they all knew about each other, b/c I didn't want to get serious with anybody. Some of the guys weren't too happy about it (one inparticular), but I told them that I wasn't going to sell my self short, b/c I really didn't know what I want.
I know it's a bit dangerous. But hey my roommate's mom just married a guy she met through this personal site I just became a member of. I'm not looking for that, b/c I still have at least a year and a half left in school. I'm looking to make a friend or two, and to get back in the dating motivation. I need to do this. Believe me I am pickey about the ad's too. I not just look at the smoking habbits and the drinking habbits, I also look at the going to church and how much, as well as if they are close to their family.
I don't think it's very healthy when I sit at home all my (non busy) nights. While everybody else is out with their boy friends or friends. And I'm not the kind of person to invite myself to tag along with a couple or a group of "friends." And I'm tired of being the thrid wheel.