um... yeah...

[tang]

i seriously think i'm going to have a nervous break down. i'm under so much stress!!!! school's got me seriously freaking out about passing some of the projects. i'm so scared that i'll be kicked out of the school and that i'll be a failure

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taking a break from the insanity....

[tang]

i wish that i had the money and most of all time to "pamper" my self. i have a membershiip to a gym (stupid me fell for the month free membership) i can go there, but right now i just don't have the time or energy to go.

and the problem with "forget about everything to unwind" that's just a statement in my life b/c i don't know how to do that. b/c it's always there when i wake up to go back to stressin about.

my daddy called me tonight b/c he's worried about me. i told him what i had to do still and he asked me if i got anything accomplished at all. and i had to say yes b/c my painting actually looks good. (i'll post my picture as my lil icon when it's all finished)

i haven't cried today b/c i've been at WORK all freakin day!!! and u know what there was NO REASON for me to be there!!!! we were NOT busy at ALL!!!! i haven't felt really productive today b/c of my VERY BORING day at work. i was so mad when i left too. i wanted to talk to my manager today about the way he spoke to me Thursday night, but it wouldn't be very wise of me to do that (still being pretty MAD at him for it).

but hey i'd love to chat it up with u some more but i gotta get it done if i want to go to bed

thanks for your prayers (i really need em' right now)

In Christ-
Fontaine