Final Decision
Ok so, I am at a sort of standstill. There is a decision that must be made but one of the choices, isn't exactly open. So my first choice, stay here and fix things with L. I like this girl alot but as usual, at least for those of you who know me, I can always ALWAYS say or do something that will fuck up mostly everything in my life. It seems as though i have perfected the art of fucking up things for myself. So this is to her. L I am very sorry for the things I have said and done, I only ask that you please find forgiveness in your heart and give me another chance. I would do anything to make all of this up to you.
And so, on the other hand, I can move to Belton, Texas to be with someone else, or get her to move in with me. So either way I suppose that would work. However I told this other girl that I wanted to try and make everything with L work out. She agreed that would be the best thing for now, to at least try and find something here, and make it work.
So that's the final decision left for me, I want everything with L to work out, if it doesnt then I have to move or either have a new roommate. Either way I still want to go with L's option.
And so, on the other hand, I can move to Belton, Texas to be with someone else, or get her to move in with me. So either way I suppose that would work. However I told this other girl that I wanted to try and make everything with L work out. She agreed that would be the best thing for now, to at least try and find something here, and make it work.
So that's the final decision left for me, I want everything with L to work out, if it doesnt then I have to move or either have a new roommate. Either way I still want to go with L's option.