Ex-girlfriend (Andy) Removed
TL;DR post.
I am very happy that I did a clean up of my Friends on Facebook. I had someone in particular who I despised (really) and deleted them. I couldn't be happier that I do not have to see their face ever again. Every time they would do updates would seriously make me want to vomit. The only reason why I had them as a friend on Facebook was because I tried to have them out of my life once before. ...Until they got back in contact with me a few years ago only to ignorantly say that they want to try being friends.
She was no friend. Friends actually talk and generally have a pleasant time with each others' company. When I seen her face, the only thing I can remember was pain.
I still have old notes that we would use to share. I am going to burn them. Her reminders will be gone.
I hate her and always will, but I don't need to be reminded of it with her face.
The spiteful side of me will always be satisfied that she has a cheating boyfriend, both of them working at retail jobs, and having a baby with each other at so young.
I have a very happy life with my lovely boyfriend and I can be truly happy with her removed from my life. I feel like I can move on once again without this poison always lingering in back of my mind. I am going to live my life.
It's funny how she was my first post on LJ. I am making this entry public because I choose to. It gives me a sense of closure for this chapter of my LJ history.
Goodbye forever, bitch.