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vips and i made up. she called to apologize. I think my mother-in-law to be, explained something to her bout fiance's duty etc etc. im glad for it. I wouldnt have been able to do it myself. Things are in process now that seem to be progressing or improving the quarrels with the family. its interesting how its happening but it is.
vips and i are back to talking three to six times a day. Just this weekend, she said she would be in no position to talk, so we have only talked a few times. i do love her, very much. i dont know why or how. I mean she is me, but thirty times richer and wierder. we are opposites in so many ways, but sooo much alike as well. i love her coz she makes me think, makes me believe in me, without asking me to change or challenging most of my ideas. I love her coz (sorry for the cliche) because we dont have to say to each other all the things we already know, as so much was said when spent countless hours sitting in her room or mine at home, or in cars, trains, planes, bars etc, without saying anything, just looked at each other and i knew. Kissing her was wierd at first but it became blissful later, now that i think about it.
She drives me nuts at times, but she supports me so much. I can lean on her when i want and how i want, without her telling me, how she would want me to lean on her. You dont find that much, i never have before this. She and i were under the same circumstances and that propelled our relationship a bit more. Other things did that too but i think it was that at first.
She is starting to get onto msn quite a bit. She has an AIM account but hardly uses it. I leave her little away messages, hoping she would read them. She did read my profile. Talkin is half the pleasure. The inane shit that we talk about, reminiscing, or planning, or flirting or just being stupid is alot of fun. We have had a few interesting political conversations. One was arguing bout giving kashmir to the pakistanis, Just not the Indus river tap that we control. She doesnt agree at all. She says its ours and there is nothing they can do about it. I like her thinking.
She is coming here soon. Which will be fun, all that anticipation is driving me nuts. She is also going to India soon for a couple of weeks to see how things are going back there. All our friends have been apparently missing us, i think more her than me, or they are just liars but they have been doing well. I met one of my friends this weekend in Northborough, one of our friends. Name is mansi, good kid, a couple of years junior to us. She met all of us through her boyfriend at the time, he left her and then left India so we lost contact with him, but she kinda stuck around.
having fun and living it up in the US for whatever time im here. Im so happy its all going to end here soon enough. I will leave this life far behind and go to bigger and better things. Someone just mentioned something about a job opening in a research firm based in Manila. Im going to look into that, if its better than paris, than ill move there. Id take Manila over paris anyday. Living it large, enjoying, but missing her so much.
To you, I love you and i miss you. You are life, soul, heart, everything that you can think of. Ill talk to you tonight if i can, or tomorrow morning. I love you my darling you.
vips and i are back to talking three to six times a day. Just this weekend, she said she would be in no position to talk, so we have only talked a few times. i do love her, very much. i dont know why or how. I mean she is me, but thirty times richer and wierder. we are opposites in so many ways, but sooo much alike as well. i love her coz she makes me think, makes me believe in me, without asking me to change or challenging most of my ideas. I love her coz (sorry for the cliche) because we dont have to say to each other all the things we already know, as so much was said when spent countless hours sitting in her room or mine at home, or in cars, trains, planes, bars etc, without saying anything, just looked at each other and i knew. Kissing her was wierd at first but it became blissful later, now that i think about it.
She drives me nuts at times, but she supports me so much. I can lean on her when i want and how i want, without her telling me, how she would want me to lean on her. You dont find that much, i never have before this. She and i were under the same circumstances and that propelled our relationship a bit more. Other things did that too but i think it was that at first.
She is starting to get onto msn quite a bit. She has an AIM account but hardly uses it. I leave her little away messages, hoping she would read them. She did read my profile. Talkin is half the pleasure. The inane shit that we talk about, reminiscing, or planning, or flirting or just being stupid is alot of fun. We have had a few interesting political conversations. One was arguing bout giving kashmir to the pakistanis, Just not the Indus river tap that we control. She doesnt agree at all. She says its ours and there is nothing they can do about it. I like her thinking.
She is coming here soon. Which will be fun, all that anticipation is driving me nuts. She is also going to India soon for a couple of weeks to see how things are going back there. All our friends have been apparently missing us, i think more her than me, or they are just liars but they have been doing well. I met one of my friends this weekend in Northborough, one of our friends. Name is mansi, good kid, a couple of years junior to us. She met all of us through her boyfriend at the time, he left her and then left India so we lost contact with him, but she kinda stuck around.
having fun and living it up in the US for whatever time im here. Im so happy its all going to end here soon enough. I will leave this life far behind and go to bigger and better things. Someone just mentioned something about a job opening in a research firm based in Manila. Im going to look into that, if its better than paris, than ill move there. Id take Manila over paris anyday. Living it large, enjoying, but missing her so much.
To you, I love you and i miss you. You are life, soul, heart, everything that you can think of. Ill talk to you tonight if i can, or tomorrow morning. I love you my darling you.