Oct 03, 2006 03:59
I cannot, for the life of me continue on the predetermined existence that is called my life In India. I will not stand for any of this hypocritic bullshit any longer. I am not only willing but now determined to rebel in the strongest of manners against my family for all purposes. I am no longer a pawn in the grand plans of any family member of mine, no matter how inticing some the rewards maybe. Im willing to give it all up now and here.
Vips, i dont know what this does to us, i still do love you, i always will. But i think i might need to do this, now. Or i will regret this for the rest of my life. I love you, we have to talk about things now. I love you.