Tried and True
I don't know if there is a way to describe the level of heaven i happen to be floating on at the moment. It's actual pure happiness. for the first time in I don't know how long I woke up with no pain at all with a bounce in my step and wide awake. Gary has managed not only in the bedroom but in everything he does and helps me with in my life lift me to a place of happiness and comfort that I have never before been able to achieve alone or with another person. Prior to meeting Gary I have never craved more to delve into who I am and what i can become as a person. I have never desired to be with a person as much as i like being with Gary. it's just awesome.
I have actually begun to write my book that i have been talking about doing forever and i like where she is going. I asked Gary to paint me a picture i have in my head which i want to (if i ever get it published) to be the book cover. It is a fantasy story about a wealthy family who gives birth to twin girls. Twins are seen to be one of the most evil and foreboding things that can happen at birth and generally they are slain right at birth. (really long story behind this.) However the mother decides since they are identical to raise them as one daughter, one name and identity that they must share forever so that they may both live. It's about their differences and similarities and the problems they face when both love and adversity appear in the same face.
I am living in my own place with Gary things with Michael and Berry have only gotten worse even though I have done everything in my power to fix it. Not to mention they are talking about me to my sister and making our relationship rough. Always fun. I'm virtually not gaming at the moment. The only open game is one i'm not comfortable playing in because of how much the rules are morphed. I'm hoping to get Ogre to run for us however we need more than 2 players for that to work. I finally have a couch and a chair got them right as the new year began and so my home looks like it's a home now with furniture.
I have been cooking whenever I get the chance. Gary generally does dinner for me but I have been having fun with the baking, Last night i made a batch of Ande's creme de mint cookies. They were awesome I swear Ogre and Gary had to have eaten half of the batch :D makes me feel good that people like my baking. Tonight I think I am going to bake soem chocolate ship cookies. Not sure what we are going to do for dinner though. Not sure what Alex will be wanting out of the stuff we have at home. He is such a picky eater.
I got a new Jodi Picoult Book I absolutely love her. It's called the 10th circle and it's
an amazing story. Well i don't have much else at the moment. My new years resolution, well one of them, was to blog more so hopefully I will hold up to that.
I have actually begun to write my book that i have been talking about doing forever and i like where she is going. I asked Gary to paint me a picture i have in my head which i want to (if i ever get it published) to be the book cover. It is a fantasy story about a wealthy family who gives birth to twin girls. Twins are seen to be one of the most evil and foreboding things that can happen at birth and generally they are slain right at birth. (really long story behind this.) However the mother decides since they are identical to raise them as one daughter, one name and identity that they must share forever so that they may both live. It's about their differences and similarities and the problems they face when both love and adversity appear in the same face.
I am living in my own place with Gary things with Michael and Berry have only gotten worse even though I have done everything in my power to fix it. Not to mention they are talking about me to my sister and making our relationship rough. Always fun. I'm virtually not gaming at the moment. The only open game is one i'm not comfortable playing in because of how much the rules are morphed. I'm hoping to get Ogre to run for us however we need more than 2 players for that to work. I finally have a couch and a chair got them right as the new year began and so my home looks like it's a home now with furniture.
I have been cooking whenever I get the chance. Gary generally does dinner for me but I have been having fun with the baking, Last night i made a batch of Ande's creme de mint cookies. They were awesome I swear Ogre and Gary had to have eaten half of the batch :D makes me feel good that people like my baking. Tonight I think I am going to bake soem chocolate ship cookies. Not sure what we are going to do for dinner though. Not sure what Alex will be wanting out of the stuff we have at home. He is such a picky eater.
I got a new Jodi Picoult Book I absolutely love her. It's called the 10th circle and it's
an amazing story. Well i don't have much else at the moment. My new years resolution, well one of them, was to blog more so hopefully I will hold up to that.