stupid dreams...
i hate having dreams that feel so real. that make me happy.
only to realize in the dream that it is just a dream.
which usually ends the dream, and makes you wake up.
very unhappy at that.
*sigh* i had a dream me and hikari were together.
we were hanging out and doing fun stuff. and laughing. having a good time.
she was telling me how she only has eyes for me. and that we will be together forever.
and we were having just a general good time. i remember watching in the dream a movie i really like. then as we started to kiss i was like ‘why am i so happy. this is just a dream’ and i woke up from it.
i want her here now. *laughs* god im so selfish. but even if i only did just get off the phone with hikari 30 minutes ago, i already miss her so much. *laughs* a week really isnt that long, is it? -_-
by the way. i am feeling much better since my depression set in earlier today. i took a nap which turned into an extended 7 hour nap. (which is when i had that dream) and when i woke up i called hikari. so things are going ii kanji at the moment.
until my mind wanders and i feel that familiar twinge of jealousy in my heart. god i cant wait to be fucking rid of that god damn thing. but yeah. i digress. i really wish i had that dream earlier in my nap so it didn’t end. coz god it felt so real. when i woke up i expected to see hikari in bed with me. -_-
only to realize in the dream that it is just a dream.
which usually ends the dream, and makes you wake up.
very unhappy at that.
*sigh* i had a dream me and hikari were together.
we were hanging out and doing fun stuff. and laughing. having a good time.
she was telling me how she only has eyes for me. and that we will be together forever.
and we were having just a general good time. i remember watching in the dream a movie i really like. then as we started to kiss i was like ‘why am i so happy. this is just a dream’ and i woke up from it.
i want her here now. *laughs* god im so selfish. but even if i only did just get off the phone with hikari 30 minutes ago, i already miss her so much. *laughs* a week really isnt that long, is it? -_-
by the way. i am feeling much better since my depression set in earlier today. i took a nap which turned into an extended 7 hour nap. (which is when i had that dream) and when i woke up i called hikari. so things are going ii kanji at the moment.
until my mind wanders and i feel that familiar twinge of jealousy in my heart. god i cant wait to be fucking rid of that god damn thing. but yeah. i digress. i really wish i had that dream earlier in my nap so it didn’t end. coz god it felt so real. when i woke up i expected to see hikari in bed with me. -_-