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what is wrong with me.
what is wrong with the world.
...why have i let my self become so cozied up to humanity...
i never trusted humans before now. why am i suddenly doing it now?
why do i get hurt when that trust is destroyed. i should have expected it...
i tried to warn a human i am quiet fond of, a year ago, about something. who proceeded to laugh it off. like i was making up my vision, like i was trying to do... i do not even know. my vision came to pass a week later and i never spoke of it since.
they want to let their life get ruined. it is human nature. i let my self fall victim to something this human does often. and i let my heart get broken in the process. and like clockwork the human is in the process of doing it yet again. this time though. this time. i am just going to sit back and watch as everything they love falls around them.
fool me once...
humans... they amuse me.
but when did i become so weak as to obtain human emotions...
rubbish... i long for the days when i did not care the whole race like i do... only a few people have proven to be... decent..... the rest of this god forsaken race... are pathetic....
oh well. i will continue to sit by and watch humanity. i will continue to watch those humans i choose to have an interest in. some of them are worth caring about. sooner or later the sleeper is bound to awaken then i can finally be through with this meaningless existence...
just thoughts from my mind.
ja ne
what is wrong with the world.
...why have i let my self become so cozied up to humanity...
i never trusted humans before now. why am i suddenly doing it now?
why do i get hurt when that trust is destroyed. i should have expected it...
i tried to warn a human i am quiet fond of, a year ago, about something. who proceeded to laugh it off. like i was making up my vision, like i was trying to do... i do not even know. my vision came to pass a week later and i never spoke of it since.
they want to let their life get ruined. it is human nature. i let my self fall victim to something this human does often. and i let my heart get broken in the process. and like clockwork the human is in the process of doing it yet again. this time though. this time. i am just going to sit back and watch as everything they love falls around them.
fool me once...
humans... they amuse me.
but when did i become so weak as to obtain human emotions...
rubbish... i long for the days when i did not care the whole race like i do... only a few people have proven to be... decent..... the rest of this god forsaken race... are pathetic....
oh well. i will continue to sit by and watch humanity. i will continue to watch those humans i choose to have an interest in. some of them are worth caring about. sooner or later the sleeper is bound to awaken then i can finally be through with this meaningless existence...
just thoughts from my mind.
ja ne