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you got rid of me for about one minute if even that. that must have been one glorious moment in history.
the reason i deleted for that second was because kelly and justin deleted. i didn't delete just because they're my friends. i deleted because.. well, justin and kelly were always the ones that really put the spotlight on american idol and helped us get viewers and such. after american idol was over, people were still writing about american idol, and to tell the truth, it's mostly because of justin and kelly. i highly doubt anyone would have remembered me after american idol without them to come in chat and be like "YOU FUCKING IDIOTS TAMYRA WAS GREAT ON AI SHUTUP" well that was justin, kelly was more like "Oh dear, Tamyra? She is amazing, I love her!" anyway them deleting.. it just made me think. hey, i'm just another american idol kid. i'll probably be forgotten when american idol 2 comes along, hell i've probably been forgotten by most people now. i don't want the whole american idol stigma to be on me, though i highly doubt that will happen. no matter how many legitimate tv shows and albums i do, i'll probably be known as "american idol rejectee tamyra gray", if anyone knows me at all. well, when kelly and justin deleted.. i just froze up. it was like a whole lockdown for me. i thought we were all going to stick together and such, and that i'd always be there to back them up and they the same for me. i just don't understand it. i realize that they probably deleted because they're busy with all the recording and interviews, but i hope they know that i'll miss them. a lot. so, if kelly and justin are somehow reading this right now, i love you guys.
and i mean it. <333333333333333333333333
the reason i deleted for that second was because kelly and justin deleted. i didn't delete just because they're my friends. i deleted because.. well, justin and kelly were always the ones that really put the spotlight on american idol and helped us get viewers and such. after american idol was over, people were still writing about american idol, and to tell the truth, it's mostly because of justin and kelly. i highly doubt anyone would have remembered me after american idol without them to come in chat and be like "YOU FUCKING IDIOTS TAMYRA WAS GREAT ON AI SHUTUP" well that was justin, kelly was more like "Oh dear, Tamyra? She is amazing, I love her!" anyway them deleting.. it just made me think. hey, i'm just another american idol kid. i'll probably be forgotten when american idol 2 comes along, hell i've probably been forgotten by most people now. i don't want the whole american idol stigma to be on me, though i highly doubt that will happen. no matter how many legitimate tv shows and albums i do, i'll probably be known as "american idol rejectee tamyra gray", if anyone knows me at all. well, when kelly and justin deleted.. i just froze up. it was like a whole lockdown for me. i thought we were all going to stick together and such, and that i'd always be there to back them up and they the same for me. i just don't understand it. i realize that they probably deleted because they're busy with all the recording and interviews, but i hope they know that i'll miss them. a lot. so, if kelly and justin are somehow reading this right now, i love you guys.
and i mean it. <333333333333333333333333