i hate goodbyes.

[tamtam181]

okay so i just said goodbye tothe one person i really love....
i skipped the first day of school just so i could do so.
we have been broken up for just over a week....i still love her
she said the if i stayed with her t would ruin my life.
she said that i cant be with someone in her state....
but i reall dont care.....
and because of that she has decided to move in with her aunt...
her aunt lives in florida.
its only 10am....
and alli wanna do is go and lay in bed....
not because i'm tired...
but because i dont think i can face the world right now.
she is my first love....
and she has cancer.
i love her more than anything....
and would do anything for her.
but right now she is on a plane....
and i will never see her again.
saying goodbye to her was the hardest thing i have ever had to do.
i will always love her....
but i just hope that i can get over her.