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ok so i kno that this has been a long time coming, and that some people are probably glad it happened....but i am finaly getting all the paybak for my life choices.
i was gonna move to ontario and live with harry cuz i just got so sick of my mother....but that was put to death when i got a call from my NEW step mother(aka harry's wife) who procieded to tell me that she like the way things were with her and harry and HER kids and that there was no room for me there, and that if a i came she would ruin my life and get rid of me even if it meant making me kill myself.
so i stayed with my mom.....but now my best friend has been completly cut off from me and....well everything off the property of her house!
one night we say we are staying over at each others houses and decide to stay out all night.....well that was the night that got her sicopath of a mother to flip on us......me only grounded for 2 weeks....cloe pulled out of school and not alowed to talk on the phone or go out.
i didnt think that i would let things build up so much in me but i did. and i couldnt help it...today at work i just lost it....i just started crying and couldnt stop crying.......i have really fucked up my life.....i mean i love hanging out and getting drunk and high and all that shit but i just.....i dont know anymore.
i am breaking down and i have nobody to talk to about it because like i said my best friend has been cut off from me and we cant talk to each other about our problems anymore.
i guesse i have to go through this alone......but i really hope i see her soon....i really miss her!
i was gonna move to ontario and live with harry cuz i just got so sick of my mother....but that was put to death when i got a call from my NEW step mother(aka harry's wife) who procieded to tell me that she like the way things were with her and harry and HER kids and that there was no room for me there, and that if a i came she would ruin my life and get rid of me even if it meant making me kill myself.
so i stayed with my mom.....but now my best friend has been completly cut off from me and....well everything off the property of her house!
one night we say we are staying over at each others houses and decide to stay out all night.....well that was the night that got her sicopath of a mother to flip on us......me only grounded for 2 weeks....cloe pulled out of school and not alowed to talk on the phone or go out.
i didnt think that i would let things build up so much in me but i did. and i couldnt help it...today at work i just lost it....i just started crying and couldnt stop crying.......i have really fucked up my life.....i mean i love hanging out and getting drunk and high and all that shit but i just.....i dont know anymore.
i am breaking down and i have nobody to talk to about it because like i said my best friend has been cut off from me and we cant talk to each other about our problems anymore.
i guesse i have to go through this alone......but i really hope i see her soon....i really miss her!