Something new

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I'm falling and I don't know what to make of it. For two and a half years I thought I forgot how it felt to actually be cotent to just hold someone's hand. And I'm pretty scared of it all right now. It's not something that's completely engulfing but a slow build, so different from everything in my past. I'm scared, excited, apprehensive, irrational, trying to make sense of it all. Then I remember that it's not supposed to make sense that we'll just grow into it.

"Cannonball" Damien Rice

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost, your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know