to all those certain people in mind.
Caressa - not that you are going to read this you hardly ever get on and yeah its kind of talking shit i guess i dont know i dont think its talking shit if its true. For a very long time i have had it in my head that i was in love with you. And there in lies the problem, i really dont think i want to any more, you no matter what i say or do will not feel about me the way i do about you so i am saying now. i dont want to have a friendship with a wall. im tired of waiting its been too long, yeah i once told you i would wait for you , but im not going to because while i myself and ready for a serious relationship ive realized not many people i know will be and nice guys always finish last so im through with being nice FUCK BEING NICE its not for you and im not going to be any different expect well i wont be nice im tired of having a friendship with a wall and really that is all you have been not to say i cant blame you, you live in colorado but there have been chances to move here and you have through them away like a parking ticket so this is my parking ticket, you will always be important to me and i will always feel for you but it cant rain all the time.
Anthony- dude your like my brother and i love you. and i have only one thing to say.your different from what you used to be and dont tell me its because of jordan, she is responsible for absolutly none of the pain you have been caused. if you really felt the way about her that you say you did you would have been more understanding dont come to me as if im lashing out man like i said i love you, but there comes a time when you either SHIT or get off the pot.
Afromatt- you are my brother, that is all i have to say.
vash- dude your so much more badass then i thought you were to be honest ive always had the hots for your sister. i think you are a good friend we just dont hang out enough, i was really harsh on you when we first met and i hope you can let go of that some day or already have. i think it was just our differences that set us apart, your not yet close enough to be my brother but you are getting closer, im here if you need a wingman fo Sho.
forrest- if you deny the esscence of you being pimp one more time im going to strangle you and then probably beat you with one of my swords and then ill steel your bustersword,and and beat you with that. you too are one of my bretheren.
patrick- dude you were one of my first REAL friends dude we dont have enough time that is for damn sure. and im sorry for being a dick all those times i was one booker was right man chicks and girls dont know what they want and the bond of a brother is always always stronger than that of a girl.
Lauren- sometimes i miss talking to you, and then i remember that whats done is done. i told you just about everything you even know stuff caressa doesnt know and that defenatly means something. im sorrry for saying what i said and shouldnt have said it behind you like that i shouldnt have said it period and for that i am once again sorry for being a dick.
dj-haha let the bygons be bygons.
Leona- your a sweet beautiful girl and im glad we met. im sure we will have an interesting full relationship im not sure what else to say im glad we met.
ashly- your awesome and i wanna hang out with you more, this summer 512 is having at least 3 raves a month we are going to every single one. slow down though you can enjoy life without being high, but i lurve you and cant wait till the next rave.
jaden- your awesome and kool and you play halo and most xbox games i know of, any chick that can talk gameing with me is badass in my book.
nicole- you are an enigmatic character.
rafi- i miss you, you tought me alot and wish you wouldnt have just blown me off as easily but fuck it if you dont like me i dont care, i kind of learned that from you, and to be a little more detailed i think its just because of your EMO boyfriend.
lillie- your a badass, sweet and awesome person if you ever need anything im here and i mean that.
Kristen- you too i miss extremely and wish we had more time for each other, i miss being in art class with you and mala and kahlia and miss lady and the stupid people. but mostly just youi can still remember our first conversation was inbetween ms evans-millers and ms rosses room it was dark and ockward but i like it becuase for a slight moment we had been in an understanding we had just met and we were completely and utterly fragile and just the real us for that 30 minutes open and if you dont call me when you leave i will stalk you.
that is all tonight im going to bathe and listen to some ludwig van good night.
Anthony- dude your like my brother and i love you. and i have only one thing to say.your different from what you used to be and dont tell me its because of jordan, she is responsible for absolutly none of the pain you have been caused. if you really felt the way about her that you say you did you would have been more understanding dont come to me as if im lashing out man like i said i love you, but there comes a time when you either SHIT or get off the pot.
Afromatt- you are my brother, that is all i have to say.
vash- dude your so much more badass then i thought you were to be honest ive always had the hots for your sister. i think you are a good friend we just dont hang out enough, i was really harsh on you when we first met and i hope you can let go of that some day or already have. i think it was just our differences that set us apart, your not yet close enough to be my brother but you are getting closer, im here if you need a wingman fo Sho.
forrest- if you deny the esscence of you being pimp one more time im going to strangle you and then probably beat you with one of my swords and then ill steel your bustersword,and and beat you with that. you too are one of my bretheren.
patrick- dude you were one of my first REAL friends dude we dont have enough time that is for damn sure. and im sorry for being a dick all those times i was one booker was right man chicks and girls dont know what they want and the bond of a brother is always always stronger than that of a girl.
Lauren- sometimes i miss talking to you, and then i remember that whats done is done. i told you just about everything you even know stuff caressa doesnt know and that defenatly means something. im sorrry for saying what i said and shouldnt have said it behind you like that i shouldnt have said it period and for that i am once again sorry for being a dick.
dj-haha let the bygons be bygons.
Leona- your a sweet beautiful girl and im glad we met. im sure we will have an interesting full relationship im not sure what else to say im glad we met.
ashly- your awesome and i wanna hang out with you more, this summer 512 is having at least 3 raves a month we are going to every single one. slow down though you can enjoy life without being high, but i lurve you and cant wait till the next rave.
jaden- your awesome and kool and you play halo and most xbox games i know of, any chick that can talk gameing with me is badass in my book.
nicole- you are an enigmatic character.
rafi- i miss you, you tought me alot and wish you wouldnt have just blown me off as easily but fuck it if you dont like me i dont care, i kind of learned that from you, and to be a little more detailed i think its just because of your EMO boyfriend.
lillie- your a badass, sweet and awesome person if you ever need anything im here and i mean that.
Kristen- you too i miss extremely and wish we had more time for each other, i miss being in art class with you and mala and kahlia and miss lady and the stupid people. but mostly just youi can still remember our first conversation was inbetween ms evans-millers and ms rosses room it was dark and ockward but i like it becuase for a slight moment we had been in an understanding we had just met and we were completely and utterly fragile and just the real us for that 30 minutes open and if you dont call me when you leave i will stalk you.
that is all tonight im going to bathe and listen to some ludwig van good night.