depressed

[tampon4]

Same Shit Different Day im tellin ya.... I have surgery friday at 230 so if anyone wants to come visit me feel free, i got the shitty hospital cause my surgeon is a douche so im at mercy, sweetest day is saturday which is kinda shitty cause i can't spend it with my beautiful girlfriend cause she decided to leave me hangin and go on some gay mystery trip while im in the hospital so i been kinda depressed about that. i have to work today at 4 til close so thats kinda gay. Me and Steph havent been able to see each other for a couple days it seems even tho i seen her yesterday but it was for only like an hour.. dont get to see her today cause i gotta close and tomorrow who knows what that day will bring... wont see her friday saturday or sunday so thats got me in the dumps. her Birthday was last friday so i got her a card, chocolate covered strawberrys and im gettin a cd player this weekend for her. I was actually lookin forward to gettin her stuff for sweetest day. Had some good plans for this one but now she'll be gone so i guess i'll buy myself some stuff. I got another job toh.. workin at auto zone with kyle. so im workin at Best buy and Auto zone. 2 of the coolest things ever car audio and car parts. what more could a guy want? besides his g/f :,(. Just had to quit football with all my friends.. cause of this surgery can't go huntin this year cause i can't clime a tree and ground blinds SUCK. there is only one thing that im actually KINDA excited about and im hoping to god it happends well cause thats what i want. but i can't tell ya guys yet and NO stephs NOT PREGNANT so dont think that. Its about my corrections job my mommy made some calls and got some good news so im just hopin for the best on that one so i guess i'll just take it one day at a time. and hope the best comes out of this one
Stephanie Michelle
i really want you at my surgery but i know its not fair to ask you to stay so i'll give ya the money to go so you can have a good time. i love you babe!