long time no see!
Hey Lj, i guess myspace is out and LJ is back in again. weird.
I am now married, August 12th, 2006, Mandy is getting so big, and my name is now Mrs. Sperando. I am a MRS! how kick ass is that?! We are about to get our own apt in a couple of weeks and both have great jobs at our favorite club. I just got hired to work to help out at a boutique(sp?) that is also in our club upstairs that i am helping out with there. We are managers now at the club, and work every other weekend, friday and saturdays. ALL NIGHT lONG. 730-530. its crazy but its SO much fun. its our lifestyle, its our passion, its who we have become. Justin has changed his entire world around. no more video games, NONE. its crazy. he finally realized he would loose the one most important thing in his life, me, and decided right then and there to change for better. I love everything about him and who he is and who we are. its amazing. Mandy is going to be adopted next xmas, she will be old enough to kind of understand what is goign on, and i'm thrilled to say that my family will no longer have the last name BELL in it. My dad disowned us. he has no clue that i am married. nor does he want any part of it. its taken 4 years to get past it, but i'm finally moved on. I'm almost 23, married, in school for massage therapy, have a husband who is AMAZING to me, a beautiful daughter who will be 3 next year, and a future that is more than promising. I have added to my tattoo and piercing collection... my nipples, my hood are now pierced, and i have a big tattoo on my lower back of angel wings and mandy skylar written on it. i have Justin's name written in Script above my pubic crest, and i'm goign to get another tattoo in a short while. Justin has my name on his chest. is that love or what? good thing we're never getting divorced. tax reasons, yada yada, besidess there's no real reason to cheat in our marriage because we have a swingers lifestyle. its fun, always new and changing, and there's never any routine. i love my life. it is who i am and who i want to be.
in other news, My best friend of 6 years has decided i'm not worth being a friend anymore due to bullshit he caused with women. He lies, and he cheats. its wrong, but you know what, its just something that he chose to do. bad choices yes. but still something that has been apart of who gabe has been. i can sympathize with them. he did it with me. he's been like that. you just getpast those weaknesses and move on. you have your friendship and you enjoy it. I have made friends with his ex fiance Jesi, who is an incredible woman. heartbroken over gabe, but finally realizing that just being in love with someone doesnt mean they deserve her. yes gabe, you fucked up. You fucked up two relationships. one of which you really wanted to have and to keep. the other you just lied to. I don't know what is going on with you, but please figure it out. I don't think you believe yourself anymore. i have not lied, nor have i become friends with the enemies. i don't even talk to savie. i feel for her, but don't talk to her. I have no said anything of which you haven't said to me. realize that and then get back with me. as for now, my life is going towards 4th gear. i'm on a roll and i'm happy to be where i'm at. if you want to come along for the ride lemme know. you didn't fuck me over, which is why i'm still here if you need me.
ok now that thats out of the way, let me tell you a little bit about my inlaws. they're fucked up! almost each and every single one of them. you know, i always wanted a mother in law that i could love and be apart of. go shopping with. but i guess like i siad in previous blogs, that i won't have that when i marry justin. and damned right i was. pam is nice yes, but she is also Kris's best friend and will always be. there will never be room for me. Ok. I've decided to just get over the fact that i won't have a mother in law. I've dealt with it this long, i can deal with it from here on out. She still has NO pictures of us up in her house. yet she has the exinlaw up. wow. nice eh? we live with his dad AGAIN. but we've moving out soon. the 21st actually. we have a GREAT apt waiting for us and ready for our next step in life. taking FULL responsibility. We pay a shit load of money to live in his dad's house only in 2 rooms. mandy's room and our room. we are constantly living under a microscope, and everything we do is taken out of context and made into something its not. we look bad to everyone. we look like awful people. his whole family basically doesn't approve of what we've decided to do in life, and we said fuck you and got married anyways. justin was really hurt when the one person he wanted to be at his wedding didn't show up. his mother. new we were getting married. in fact EVERYONE knew we were getting married. it was just us, on the beautiful beachin st pete. my parents, who paid for the wedding, and our very close friends. pancake, keri and damon, gabe, and teddy. my sister was there and mandy was our flower girl. our honey moon was beauutiful. amazing. we spent the night at the GRAND HYATT on the bay off of the causway. i loved it. wouldn't trade it for the world. we always said we would have another wedding for all our relatives, but nothing can top our wedding and honeymoon. EVER. it was just that wonderful. we will in a year from our wedding date have a reception which all of our family will get together for and have fun. hopefully by then justin's family will approve and be there. who knows. until then. we're on our own, and thats how we want it to be. we are our own family. i love us.
ok i'll update again later, since LJ is the new myspace.
later people!
I am now married, August 12th, 2006, Mandy is getting so big, and my name is now Mrs. Sperando. I am a MRS! how kick ass is that?! We are about to get our own apt in a couple of weeks and both have great jobs at our favorite club. I just got hired to work to help out at a boutique(sp?) that is also in our club upstairs that i am helping out with there. We are managers now at the club, and work every other weekend, friday and saturdays. ALL NIGHT lONG. 730-530. its crazy but its SO much fun. its our lifestyle, its our passion, its who we have become. Justin has changed his entire world around. no more video games, NONE. its crazy. he finally realized he would loose the one most important thing in his life, me, and decided right then and there to change for better. I love everything about him and who he is and who we are. its amazing. Mandy is going to be adopted next xmas, she will be old enough to kind of understand what is goign on, and i'm thrilled to say that my family will no longer have the last name BELL in it. My dad disowned us. he has no clue that i am married. nor does he want any part of it. its taken 4 years to get past it, but i'm finally moved on. I'm almost 23, married, in school for massage therapy, have a husband who is AMAZING to me, a beautiful daughter who will be 3 next year, and a future that is more than promising. I have added to my tattoo and piercing collection... my nipples, my hood are now pierced, and i have a big tattoo on my lower back of angel wings and mandy skylar written on it. i have Justin's name written in Script above my pubic crest, and i'm goign to get another tattoo in a short while. Justin has my name on his chest. is that love or what? good thing we're never getting divorced. tax reasons, yada yada, besidess there's no real reason to cheat in our marriage because we have a swingers lifestyle. its fun, always new and changing, and there's never any routine. i love my life. it is who i am and who i want to be.
in other news, My best friend of 6 years has decided i'm not worth being a friend anymore due to bullshit he caused with women. He lies, and he cheats. its wrong, but you know what, its just something that he chose to do. bad choices yes. but still something that has been apart of who gabe has been. i can sympathize with them. he did it with me. he's been like that. you just getpast those weaknesses and move on. you have your friendship and you enjoy it. I have made friends with his ex fiance Jesi, who is an incredible woman. heartbroken over gabe, but finally realizing that just being in love with someone doesnt mean they deserve her. yes gabe, you fucked up. You fucked up two relationships. one of which you really wanted to have and to keep. the other you just lied to. I don't know what is going on with you, but please figure it out. I don't think you believe yourself anymore. i have not lied, nor have i become friends with the enemies. i don't even talk to savie. i feel for her, but don't talk to her. I have no said anything of which you haven't said to me. realize that and then get back with me. as for now, my life is going towards 4th gear. i'm on a roll and i'm happy to be where i'm at. if you want to come along for the ride lemme know. you didn't fuck me over, which is why i'm still here if you need me.
ok now that thats out of the way, let me tell you a little bit about my inlaws. they're fucked up! almost each and every single one of them. you know, i always wanted a mother in law that i could love and be apart of. go shopping with. but i guess like i siad in previous blogs, that i won't have that when i marry justin. and damned right i was. pam is nice yes, but she is also Kris's best friend and will always be. there will never be room for me. Ok. I've decided to just get over the fact that i won't have a mother in law. I've dealt with it this long, i can deal with it from here on out. She still has NO pictures of us up in her house. yet she has the exinlaw up. wow. nice eh? we live with his dad AGAIN. but we've moving out soon. the 21st actually. we have a GREAT apt waiting for us and ready for our next step in life. taking FULL responsibility. We pay a shit load of money to live in his dad's house only in 2 rooms. mandy's room and our room. we are constantly living under a microscope, and everything we do is taken out of context and made into something its not. we look bad to everyone. we look like awful people. his whole family basically doesn't approve of what we've decided to do in life, and we said fuck you and got married anyways. justin was really hurt when the one person he wanted to be at his wedding didn't show up. his mother. new we were getting married. in fact EVERYONE knew we were getting married. it was just us, on the beautiful beachin st pete. my parents, who paid for the wedding, and our very close friends. pancake, keri and damon, gabe, and teddy. my sister was there and mandy was our flower girl. our honey moon was beauutiful. amazing. we spent the night at the GRAND HYATT on the bay off of the causway. i loved it. wouldn't trade it for the world. we always said we would have another wedding for all our relatives, but nothing can top our wedding and honeymoon. EVER. it was just that wonderful. we will in a year from our wedding date have a reception which all of our family will get together for and have fun. hopefully by then justin's family will approve and be there. who knows. until then. we're on our own, and thats how we want it to be. we are our own family. i love us.
ok i'll update again later, since LJ is the new myspace.
later people!