Falling down i feel the weight again.

[tampafan55]

so i felt all the feelings you were supposed to feel. mad and sad and confused. until it was made up too me. but i think when she came to see me that i was too tongue-tied and generally not there, that i might have ruined it right there. hopefully i can make it up. and all will be well.

except for the stupid mechanics of technology. why dont things just work?