...the aftermath
Another BLACK FRIDAY has came and went and I'm surprised to say it wasn't that bad. Honestly I'm very proud of my little town this year they were calm and understanding and I'm guessing a lot of them were too broke to even show up.
People shopping online I think also helped in keeping our Mob to it's all time lowest. It was crazy nonetheless and quick and I was left both unharmed and without scars marking the date. HA!
it's true my only complaint for the day was my manager. She is such a horrible spirited person most times and one of these days too the moon with ya I'm telling you. She does things just for spite and it angers me so much.
I am totally aware that my supposed manager doesn't value me or the work that I do in any way, form, shape or size and I'm also very aware that she doesn't show any concern for the department in the same obsessive way that I do. Fine. Whatever.
The years I've spent in her shadow have not equipped me with the mental strength needed to tell her up close and personal that she is wrong and that I'm not gonna take it anymore. So in turn I hide away for the weekend and wait for my anger to subside leaving my area completely without guidance. Sorry Ryan!
If I was smart, I wouldn't be working there after all that she's done that has irritated me over the last ten years. But you just get stuck in ruts and can't find your way out thanks to the daily need for food and shelter.
Oh, Dear!
Actually I'm pretty good at my job as meaningless as others may think of it to be. I shouldn't be the one who wants out or needs to leave. If I had my way it would be a great job with great people working along side of me getting out all the dead wood who makes it hell in there. The customers do their fair share of driving me crazy but it's the co workers that refuse to learn things, walk at a steady snail pace and are absolutely annoying thinking they know everything and don't know jack! If a girl could be so lucky. There was a time when there was a light at the end of the tunnel and yet I can't see it anymore. It's very dark and I'm finding myself very afraid of the dark these days. What do I do? Oh sleepy time... Tomorrow is another day, Monday!
nite all,
-LuLu