four a.m.
It's four a.m. and I'm AWAKE! Go to sleep LuLu! Haha Yeah Oh, Kay!
My Lord what's wrong with me?
I screwed up............again. I let my emotions get to me and I let things go wrong......again. I want to know with all my heart that I was right but was I? Now I'm not so sure. This is EXACTLY what I didn't want to happen. EXACTLY what I knew would happen. Again. . . . . It's happened....again.. FUCK YOU SEPTEMBER please go away now!
I don't think it really even matters anymore at this point, huh? 4:08
What can you do you can't make choices for anyone other than yourself and oh well maybe they aren't the right ones but they are yours for the making. I do know it's not my fault this time nor last time and yet that doesn't change anything now does it?
Nope it's still four in the morning and I'm still here thinking about it! FUCK SEPTEMBER !!