wake me up when september ends
Yep it's back ...
Needless to say I'm not looking forward to September but I'm not as scared of it as I usually am and have been for the past DECADE!! Yep that's right folks Ten years ago I was living this different life, in this different world and I was just in a whole DIFFERENT! I was honestly a happy gal with happy thoughts of a happy future and well as you might have noticed I'm not too happy. I desperately want to be and have done the best I can at trying to be and yet this LIFE forces me to want to give up sometimes and shrug things off and worry way too much. I'm better I can positively say at this month that I've been in a long time. Things happen for a reason I do believe that and however sad or hard things are I keep letting myself know that and like a good friend said once "God never gives you more than you can handle" Well I want to know that is true and so far there has been nothing for me to disagree to that.
On that note I'm off to bed. Monday is here again!
wish me luck,
lulu
Needless to say I'm not looking forward to September but I'm not as scared of it as I usually am and have been for the past DECADE!! Yep that's right folks Ten years ago I was living this different life, in this different world and I was just in a whole DIFFERENT! I was honestly a happy gal with happy thoughts of a happy future and well as you might have noticed I'm not too happy. I desperately want to be and have done the best I can at trying to be and yet this LIFE forces me to want to give up sometimes and shrug things off and worry way too much. I'm better I can positively say at this month that I've been in a long time. Things happen for a reason I do believe that and however sad or hard things are I keep letting myself know that and like a good friend said once "God never gives you more than you can handle" Well I want to know that is true and so far there has been nothing for me to disagree to that.
On that note I'm off to bed. Monday is here again!
wish me luck,
lulu