ok....
So I calmed down a little after my shower and exercises. I am still disappointed though, and I still feel strongly about what I said in the last post. It will do me some good anyways, I can't live like this 'til i'm too old and can't live out my youth.
I can't wait to go make myself useful at the video store :p I just feel like I can wash the whole damn store tonight. hehe.
I got another day off tommorow though, and al is coming back...what to do what to do...
haha, my cat leon is balancing himself on al's computer screen....I hope he doesn't bust it (it's a flat screen...hehe)
I feel good today, and even wore even less makeup then usual which means that now...my imperfections show everywhere they are, I just "Lightened" them a bit...hopefully I don't scare the customers. hehe
I am also worried about these products I recieved from the derm...
If anyone ever had scars and still knows of a contact for a good derm PLEASE PLEASE let me know. I will pay you for your referral if I must.
I thought any derm could do the trick but obviously not all know what they are doing, and now I feel as if I paid 120 bucks for stuff I won't even need in a couple days (once my mega 3rd eye disappears)
eh. I still feel a bit sick from yesterday, it's super crazy how much one little half litre affected me! I'm still stunned. Usually my "hangover" is like when I start sobering from the booze the same night I drank. If there is no booze or I let myself come off of my drunkness I will start getting a headache and then go to sleep and wake up in tip top shape.
Things are hopefully NOT changing. I'd like to keep my minor headache the same night I drank, "hangover".
I don't think I will eat today, my stomach really feels like shit. I don't wantto add anything into it that might make me sick again, especially not on my day off!
I WANNA GO TO WORK, NOW!!!!!
I'll go work on some beats...and hopefully not litter lj with another one of my boring moody entries for today.
I can't wait to go make myself useful at the video store :p I just feel like I can wash the whole damn store tonight. hehe.
I got another day off tommorow though, and al is coming back...what to do what to do...
haha, my cat leon is balancing himself on al's computer screen....I hope he doesn't bust it (it's a flat screen...hehe)
I feel good today, and even wore even less makeup then usual which means that now...my imperfections show everywhere they are, I just "Lightened" them a bit...hopefully I don't scare the customers. hehe
I am also worried about these products I recieved from the derm...
If anyone ever had scars and still knows of a contact for a good derm PLEASE PLEASE let me know. I will pay you for your referral if I must.
I thought any derm could do the trick but obviously not all know what they are doing, and now I feel as if I paid 120 bucks for stuff I won't even need in a couple days (once my mega 3rd eye disappears)
eh. I still feel a bit sick from yesterday, it's super crazy how much one little half litre affected me! I'm still stunned. Usually my "hangover" is like when I start sobering from the booze the same night I drank. If there is no booze or I let myself come off of my drunkness I will start getting a headache and then go to sleep and wake up in tip top shape.
Things are hopefully NOT changing. I'd like to keep my minor headache the same night I drank, "hangover".
I don't think I will eat today, my stomach really feels like shit. I don't wantto add anything into it that might make me sick again, especially not on my day off!
I WANNA GO TO WORK, NOW!!!!!
I'll go work on some beats...and hopefully not litter lj with another one of my boring moody entries for today.