I DID IT!!!!!!!!
I got up early this morning and went to the gym!!!!!!!!! Praise God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I didn't get up right away. I had to talk myself into going but I'm so glad that I did. I only got to work out for about 45min. I ended up burning about 300 calories. It's nothing compared to last nigh but at least it's something. I'm so proud of myself. Well at least I was. Now I want to binge/purge. Why???? I should be so happy and satisfied with my recent accomplishment. I plan to go back tonight after work as well.
My co-worker brought a rum cake to our 8:30am meeting. We only ate a small portion of it. Guess who took the rest home? You guessed it , me. So it has been sitting on my desk since this morning. I took two small bites of it at around 1:30pm and managed to talk myself out of the rest. The major reason I didn't eat it is because I don't want to purge here at work. I also feel as though it's too early for me to go home. It's lunch time but I don't want to have to come back after I leave because that would be a waste of gas. I want some fried chicken as well. I have some of the best ice cream that I've ever tasted in my freezer at home. It's a Kroger Signature brand and the flavor is Brownie. It's actually brownie flavored ice cream with pieces of brownies in it. And guess what, they were on sale for 3/$10. I got 3 different flavors, which I now regret, but I will have fun trying them out.
Man I want to leave work so bad and purge. You know what? The cake tastes good at but it's a rum cake that is submerged with rum. As soon as you remove the plastic it hits your nose. I'm guessing that this will probably burn coming up. I already had one regular sized piece during the meeting. I'm trying my best to tell myself that it was okay. It does however take up my little 300 caloreis that I burned this morning. This means I definitely have to go back tonight. I'm starting to feel sore. I hope this doesn't last. Oh, I had some Ranch Sunflower seeds as well. Oh, an another thing, I avoided the breakfast tacos even though I made it to work in time to buy some. I drove into my clinic's parking lot and then thought "I don't care, I want tacos." and I swirved to go to the restaurant, I then thought " no, you just did an awesome job by going to the gym. Don't mess that up", so I didn't go. YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I'm getting sleepy as well. I think I finally went to sleep at about 4:00am this morning. I got up to go to the gym at 5:40am. I don't get off of work from my part-time job tonight until 9:30pm and then I plan to go back to the gym. Man, typing that out makes me even more tired.
God help me not to eat this cake.