I Want A Round Room Just To Be With You
I hate when someone asks me "What's new?" and I have nothing to say.
Life is pretty boring. I dont have a job. Still looking, but no luck thus far. I HATE HAVING TOO MUCH FREE TIME! I dont even do anything worthwhile with it! I dont travel ((because I have no money)), I dont see old friends... I just stay here in Ypsi. I wanted to volunteer at the Humane Society to be proactive, but they told me they have wayyyy more volunteers than they need right now. So really, I feel like I'm just kinda wasting away right now.
I love my boyfriend. I hate the fact that I invent reasons why I shouldnt be happy with my situation. I think that it has to do with my insecurity. I feel undeserving. The commitment-phobe part of me doesnt know what to do when someone cares about me. But I love him and I'm trying to just relax and let it go.
I'm going to go watch a funny movie with Emily and try to turn my brain off for a bit.
PS- BONNAROO WAS AWESOME!! I will write more about that adventure later =)
Life is pretty boring. I dont have a job. Still looking, but no luck thus far. I HATE HAVING TOO MUCH FREE TIME! I dont even do anything worthwhile with it! I dont travel ((because I have no money)), I dont see old friends... I just stay here in Ypsi. I wanted to volunteer at the Humane Society to be proactive, but they told me they have wayyyy more volunteers than they need right now. So really, I feel like I'm just kinda wasting away right now.
I love my boyfriend. I hate the fact that I invent reasons why I shouldnt be happy with my situation. I think that it has to do with my insecurity. I feel undeserving. The commitment-phobe part of me doesnt know what to do when someone cares about me. But I love him and I'm trying to just relax and let it go.
I'm going to go watch a funny movie with Emily and try to turn my brain off for a bit.
PS- BONNAROO WAS AWESOME!! I will write more about that adventure later =)